baby jue lei

I thought about you daily       
In my dreams you stayed
smiling down from heaven
My angel you became

I felt like I knew you
Before you were there
I felt my arms around you
Innocent and fair

I imagined myself singing
The sweetest lullaby

Looking down upon
Your eyes were mesmerized

 have loved you from the start
You are a tiny miracle
Laying closely to my heart

Each day I feel your presence  
Each day you heart beats softly
As only I could know

So I'll keep this in a special place
And remember each year through
Of this very special time in my life
The moment I carried you"

You've entered my womb and made my life complete and whole.
I never thought I would be chosen

for such an awesome task.   
It is a greater blessing than what I ever could ask.

I can almost imagine you in my mind.
Beautiful, Happy, Bouncing, flashing a smile so kind.
Feeling you flutter is a sensation like no other.
It does wonders for the joy of this.

You create a glow in me
I never knew I would see.
It is true happiness that sets me on cloud nine

 manifested deep inside of me!
You're my baby, my child, my heart,

and my wonder.
I pray we create a bond

that no one can put asunder.
You're a designers' original!

A creation from the King!
I can hardly wait for you to enter the world

and see the joy you bring.
Sweet baby of mine, you're a magnificent gift from above.

Then you will go into the world
able to look at all things wise.
I hope you inherit my ability to plan.
With that you will be able to face all things in life

as a strong woman or man.
I hope you receive from your father his selfless ways.
For this the Heavenly Father will bless you,

as he did him, all of your days.
I hope you learn from me,

spirit and let no one take it.     
Believe me you will need it in life,

and many will try to break it.
But with that spirit you must

have your father's center.
With that you will be cautious of any door you enter.
I want you to have my curiosity.
There's nothing wrong with questions you may blurt!
But receive your fathers' discernment,
so you'll know when to let go before getting hurt.


Have my big heart, know what emotions are and how to be real.
Share your fathers' strength

 so you can handle what you feel.
Share my sense of humor!

Laugh a lot it helps you through life.
Share your fathers' sense of duty.

Know how to be serious and take strife.
I'm emotional so I tell you its okay to blubber once

and a while like your Mom.
But learn to develop what your father has,

an excellent sense of calm.
But most of all the things I wish for your father

and I to share.
I wish we teach you to love, respect,
 

strength of mind, and to care.
These are my feelings,

wishes and hopes for you.
You make my heart and soul sing!
I welcome you to the world and thank you for the joy,
my little queen or king

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